花季王朝

2006-12-21T23:08:00.001+08:00

it's either history likes to repeat itself or i am stupid enough to make the same mistake again.
shant elaborate more cos its pointless anyway.
What you are staring at now is a perfect example of what i call "never leans from my own mistakes".
but itz ok. I will alwayz learn sth new everytime.

I think i have this bad habit of talking without using my brain. it's either my brain is so smooth running that some thoughts will slip out frictionlessly and translate into words or i simply don't think before i speak. bad habit. really bad. because everytime tt happens, i actually regret.
nevertheless life is not drawn in pencil. therez no eraser for this.
but itz ok. regrets make life more beautiful. (trying v hard to convince myself this)

Actually, i cry quite often. you might not believe it but i really do. i even cried when i was listening to jay chou's "thousand miles away". of course, it's during IMF. i don't think i will even
shed a tear if itz played outside jubilee hall.

i used to wonder how it would be like if i am the only one in this world. will i be bored to death? or the sense of lonliness will drive me to suicide. now the more i think about it, the less possible it iseems. because there would be a lot of wild fruit trees around producing edible fruits . i would spend my whole life eating away. tt won't be such a bad idea since eating fruits is sth i enjoy tremendously.
i don't mind a life like this cuz i am really doing sth i like. and it is actually quite an achievement to be all alone and not letting lonliness to drive me crazy.

this is another random entry.
i like random things. they have this certain beauty in them, that is not easily detected by others. Though they appear to have completely no sense or link to anything of consequence, they actually do.
and why is it a must to only care for matters of consequence? everthing has their own value. itz just that their value differs from person to person.
therez no absolute value in this world. everything is relative.
ttz y i adore Einstein so much because he is such a genius to have discovered this years ago.
another genius also said that everything runs in a cirlce. when things becomes complicated to the power of n, their asymptote is actually the basics.
free and priceless quantitively means the same. but the latter is a whole world above.
you can picture it in this way. "free" is the starting point. "Priceless" is the end point. If things run in a cirlce, you should be able to connet the head to the tail.
well, it seems that you can piece free and priceless together, but then again you realise that they are essentially different.
so the genius changed the theory again. things run in spiral , not circle.
and that results in the current structure of our double helix DNA.
btw tt genius is me.
i do consider myself a genius here because i can link random stuff together and make them less random. Though this act itself is already random enough.

ps. the above story of how DNA is discovered is just a random idea of mine, if you haven't realised. although i do v much hope that itz true. If it were ever true, i would dare to say it originated from women. Men don't bother to care about stuff like this at all.

2006-12-13T10:23:00.000+08:00

Latest News. HOT HOT HOT!!!

In this year's golden hotties award, we missed this one gown that is what i call "black beauty". Not wanting to be scrutinised by the media, she chose to enter thru the back door, instead of walking the red carpet. Now we are going to show you this photo. EXCLUSIVE.

The International Commercial Award 2006

Presenting the most random commercial of the year...

By Toilets R Us*
(Toilet is a smaller version of Toy/Toi.)

Being a Tai Tai isn't hard at all. Come to our store and we will turn you into a 100% Tai Tai in seconds.
(Slogan appears)
Toilets R Us* - because you love to dream in daylight.

*the author of this entry is not included.

2006-12-10T23:13:00.000+08:00

recently, i have come to this conclusion. amazing amazing. if you couldn't get your hands onto "Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus", be sure you read this entry.

my conlusion is that guys are more simple-minded than girls (not in a bad sense) and the advise derived from this conclusion: next time when you are talking to a girl, make sure you spell out everything . Do not leave any hanging note or try to mimick Luxun's craft of leaving 悬念 because it could lead to disastrous result.

Read on to see why...

OK. Girls are worrisome creatures. We like to explore every possibilities and outcomes. If anyone leaves a xuan nian, we could imagine the best and worst and everything in between. so the real meaning behind will be lost somewhere. i don't think i need to explain how tt could lead to undesirable outcomes because you know what girls can do.

For guys, they are simply simple-minded. They don't think a lot. Even when somebody leaves a xuan nian, they wouldn't bother to explore all the possible outcomes. or try to guess the meaning behind a word or phrase. In fact, they will happily decide on an outcome which they would like to see or pretend that the phrase means something that they want it to mean.

AND ttz why women age faster then men due to the nature of tear and wear.

btw, the above hypothesis is just a generalisation. if you are a girl/guy and you don't quite fit the description, pls do not have an identity crisis.
but you can consider seeking some professional help.
hehez.

~from Vvenus

2006-12-09T00:21:00.000+08:00

什么叫过瘾？

1. 吃 New York Pizza 的鸡翅膀

Before Eating

After Eating

2. 登上邮轮

3. 逛超口爱的店

2006-11-21T16:28:00.000+08:00

Days when you are away...

It'd be a lie if i say i do not miss any of you because honestly i do. From Friday onwards, i have been murmuring to myself that you guys are in BJ now and wondering what you are doing. Not a good habit to be talking to yourself so frequently because some crappy magazines say that it is a sign of senile.

and i finally blogged!!! Hooray! It's an accomplishment on my part.
I didn't think i'd blog today but then again, an Ariesian's life never goes it the way it has been planned so here i am.

i like to blog in secret (not secretly in the sense that you hide in some illegal internet cafe to blog...in fact this entry is done in the school library), when no one suspects that this pond of dead water will ever show any sign of movement. This is extrememly exciting for the reader(s) because she or he (i am slightly femminist) will be one of the few lucky souls in this entire universe, apart from the aliens (i also believe in UFO), to have stumbled upon this entry. I would think the excitement is no less than Sang Nila Utama's when he first discovered Singapore.

Do you realise that our sch doesn't have cats? There used to be cats in ny and tchs. we even found a dozen of kittens once. v adorable.
but we do have some very pretty flowers. That's the only comfort.

~you shld have guessed

2006-09-05T13:46:00.000+08:00

回到最初认识的地方，
重新了解身边的每一个人，
尝试以不同的角度去认识，
今天会不会有不一样的结果？

~茵荭

2006-08-27T01:31:00.000+08:00

很久没有的感觉又回来了，
回到像以前一样的真实，
大家高高兴兴地聚在一起！

但为什么人们总是喜欢失而复得的感觉？
只有在失去后，
才懂得珍惜、回味呢！

~茵荭

2006-08-20T09:53:00.000+08:00

inspired by Chem Lecture Notes

孤独的梨
(aka lone pair)

你是一个孤独的梨
虽说有两半
但仍然寂寞

你是一个孤独的梨
很富有
但这并不能填补你心中的空虚

你是一个孤独的梨
你的存在会引起轩然大波
你的存在不被允许

你常问,
我到底犯了什么错?
无人知晓
只知道你是一个孤独的梨

~wan

2006-08-11T20:11:00.000+08:00

第一次接触的感觉是最准的

感觉对了，
让两人紧紧相扣，
关系一天比一天密切!

感觉若错了，
让两人背道而驰，
一辈子说不上几句话！

对于身边的事物，
一旦错过任何特别的感觉，
可能用一生的精力都找不回！

爱也不正是如此吗？

珍惜身边的一切！

~茵荭

2006-08-09T23:23:00.000+08:00

有种怪怪的感觉
不知为何
突然很不舒服
想离开
但自己又不想被这种莫名其妙的感觉而左右

原来
我过敏了

~wanzi

2006-08-09T00:48:00.000+08:00

等待是期待着另一个开始，
而期待则往往以失望收场。

人生中充满着许多的不确定，
每一步都可能是错误的抉择。
是要等待？还是要继续前进？
谁都无法做出明确的选择！

~茵荭

2006-07-16T21:13:00.000+08:00

"明知辉煌过后是空虚, 我仍义无反顾地走下去."

today, i realised i actually take a lot of things for granted.
我一直认为茵天天都会在学校陪我度过一天又一天.
我从没想过芳有一天会受不了我的任性与疯狂.
其实, 世上很多事情都是一个奇迹.
就好像太阳每天都会升起一样.
我相信奇迹,
你呢?

~小琬紫

2006-07-16T16:11:00.000+08:00

昨晚，南中和华中的戏剧表演让我的心情激动不已，看着他们谢幕的情景，不禁让我想起今年的黄城，而泪水也就不由自主地流下来。

当下，我看着每一个组的组名被司仪念出来时，黄城谢幕的情景犹如跑马灯般出现在我的眼前。当天，我们也是这样一群人高高兴兴地在台上谢幕，不管台下发生了什么事情，或有人先行离场，我们都不在乎，完完全全沉浸在得到丰硕成果的气氛当中。每个人high到了极点，大家互相拥抱，尽情地cheer。大家心里想的都是我们做到了，三个月的努力没白费。我想那群中学生当下的情绪也同我们一样如此沸腾吧！

但在这一个又一个的高潮过后，剩下来的只有失落，当大家都走了，只剩下空荡荡的VT时，情绪顿时从高峰跌到了谷底。现在我终于明白，当天陈稳为什么会在谢幕后突然安静下来了。那种失落的情绪让人感到无助、害怕。更何况，明年无法参加黄城的心情，使他多了些惆怅。然而，明年就到我们了。

我想就是这个原因，让我想哭吧！

~茵荭

2006-07-15T23:42:00.000+08:00

感动了, 却没哭.
喜欢上了, 但只能却步.
人生就是如此矛盾.
然而,
每一个矛盾
何尝又不是一个
美丽的错误呢?

~小琬紫

2006-07-15T23:36:00.000+08:00

本以为自己很坚强, 今天才发现自己的软弱. 在遇到别人的冷言冷语时, 我竟选择了逃避. 茵说, 这是人之常情. 干嘛要在那里受罪. 但我还是气自己,为什么不能以一个微笑来面对这些. 其实, 我也有一点点伤心, 因为我的一个要好的朋友也竟在这些人中. 我不知他是以怎样的心情在那群人中, 但我一直告诉我自己, 他并不想那样. 只是因为peer pressure罢了. 我没有什么很好的理由说服自己这一点, 有的只是我对他的信任. 因为他是我的朋友.

~小琬紫
[this is meant to be posted yesterday. but pc was involved in the Bug's Story]

2006-07-15T18:01:00.000+08:00

大家都说JC的两年应该是在忙碌中度过，每天不是为这个忙，就是为那个忙，谁也无法幸免，若没将自己弄得筋疲力尽，未来就没有值得回忆的地方。

但最近真的发生太多太多的事情了，我感到身心疲倦。日子一天又一天的飞逝，毫不让我有喘息的机会，许多事情得不到解决，多重压力附加在我身上，我觉得好辛苦！为什么事情总是没有最好的解决方法？而有解决方法的事情又没有人去做？大家这样一直推来推去将会是最好的结局吗？我真的累了！

许多时候，我对于人生感到些许失望。但你们这一群好友，总能让我振作起来。我很庆幸有你们，你们总是为我分忧解难，让我体会到朋友的温暖。谢谢你们，没有你们，我真的不知道该怎么办！

~茵荭

2006-07-11T20:05:00.000+08:00

"我的生活是一部不需要影评的电影.
之所以给你看是因为
我把你当朋友"

连我自己都很难相信, 我竟然在这么短短的几天就对Blog失望至极. 本以为这里可以是记下我们心情点滴的小小花园, 现在竟有种在公园里, 随便被人家看光光的感觉.而且, 我真的不明白, 为什么人总爱对事情作出评价? 有时甚至是在完全不了解事情真正的情况下说出一些不副责任的话. 为什么我们看到一朵花后, 都会对她的美丑作出评价? 难道就不能只是单纯地欣赏一朵花, 并为她的存在而感动吗?
我一直想像小孩一样, 有颗毫无防备的心. 但现在, 我想这只会招来一些不必要的伤害.
没有人有资格评论我的生活方式, 我也不需要任何人来评论我的人生.

我就是我. 开心就笑, 伤心就哭. 如此简单而已.

~wanzi

2006-07-07T20:33:00.000+08:00

芳，你一定要撑下去。没有你，我们也会变成无头苍蝇。这几个月来，你辛苦了！不论你做出任何决定，我们一定会支持你的！

~茵荭

2006-07-07T18:44:00.000+08:00

累了，我真的累了。回家的路上竟倒头大睡了一觉，巴士晃来晃去的，我想我的睡姿应该很失态吧。但人在累的时候，还有什么仪态可言呢？

今天我总算感觉到了蹉跎岁月的滋味。一整个早上，屁股离开椅子不到半个小时。四个小时应该可以做很多其他的事吧。做生意，我一点也不感兴趣。我只是很欣赏他们的胆量和表达能力，尤其是那个单枪匹马的学姐。

下午，本来应该去参加阅读讲座的，但最后PW会议太多东西要谈了，而且又没人要去，最后就只好不了了之了。会议后发生的事更可笑。竟被拉去"选丑"。我只是一个小人物，从来不奢望登上大萤幕，我更不奢望当什么司仪，只求平凡的每一天平安地过。或许逗留是错误的决定，最终只会将你卷入更多的不情愿里。勉强真的没有幸福。想离开那个空间，但又不太尊重。算了，总算敷衍过了。

茵，尽到本分就好了。这几个月，真的很感激你。若没有你们几个，我撑不到现在。
--蓝格

2006-07-07T01:54:00.000+08:00

最近，身边发生很多事，也有许多事情要忙。但我始终不了解为什么忙得总是那几个人，而其他人却又总是坐享其成。甚至更可恶的是那些明明没做事的人竟得到夸奖、肯定，和有做事的人得到相同的回报。真是没天理呀！

但再回头想想，最终能得到收获的，还是有付出的人。在做事情的过程中，我们学到各种不同的知识，而那些没做事的人只会报得心灵空虚的下场。所以，“人在做，天在看”，一定要把自己分内的工作做完才对的起自己的良心。

~茵荭

2006-07-06T22:19:00.000+08:00

Had fish&biscuit today.
We asked the poolside uncle if therez fish&biscuit, he said yes.
"Juz open one packet of biscuit and serve it together with the fish."
Then, i realised. Indeed, it was tt simple and easy.

While eating fish&chips, i couldn't help but to wonder, why is fish always served with chips? Are they really such a perfect match?
Then, i realised. Maybe itz just a tradition.

After dinner, we didn't feel like leaving the place. so we ended up chit-chatting until eight plus.
Then, i realised. We didn't go there for food only.

i had too much oily food recently. It's time for me to detox myself le.

~wanzi

2006-07-05T23:15:00.000+08:00

"如果你不是蝴蝶, 请你不要飞过来. 因为你根本听不懂花开时的声音."

突然觉得很累. 甚至有一些麻木. 也许是自己在提醒自己: 该多看一些书了.

我的德国队败给了意大利. 其实早已有所预料, 但仍难免有些可惜. 很多人都问我: 你干嘛支持德国? 其实, 我也不知道为什么. 也许这就是缘分吧!
世界杯期间, 我天天追球赛. 说也奇怪, 一届足球赛竟对我的生活起了这么大的影响. 事不关己, 自己却搞的似乎比谁都关心. 这就是足球的魔力吗? 我不知道自己是抱着如何的心情看球. 是凑热闹, 还是热爱足球, 还是希望划破这生活的寂静?也许, 我只是想和老爸在一起做一些同样的事情.

每一次看球, 每一次都有不同的感受. 一想到下一次再看世界杯时, 自己已上了大学, 心中就有无限惆怅.

我不想长大.

随着长大, 人生似乎也就越来越忙. 更准确的说, 是瞎忙. 有时连我自己都不知道真正在忙些什么. 我不要长大后的生活亦是如此. 我不想看见二十年后的某一天, 自己在看不到星星的城市里奔波. 我不想失去抬头仰望天空的渴望.
那时的片刻,我曾以为生活不应是这样的.
也许, 我想起了什么...那是小时候的梦想吗?一本关于一个来自B612星球的小男孩的书...一个曾经有共同回忆的朋友......?
但城市的喧闹又淹没了所有的思绪.
我刚在想些什么?不知道...想不起来...

看来, 是该去找个舒适的地方, 和自己好好的独处了.

God loves the flowers, so He created the soil. Men love the flowers too, and we made the vase.
so i guess that's the whole difference.

"Voici mon secret. Il est très simple: on ne voit bien qu'avec le coeur. L'essentiel est invisible pour les yeux."

if you can't understand the above and i don't bother to tell you, then don't try too hard to decode it. Maybe it's not meant for you after all.

~小琬紫

2006-07-04T23:01:00.000+08:00

花儿是美丽的象征。

而美丽给人们带来喜悦，就如同我们三个一样。希望未来的每一天大家都能和我们分享这一份份清新的花香。

~茵荭

2006-07-04T19:10:00.000+08:00

正在喝草莓yoghurt时, 突然想起前几天与蓝的争执.
那天, 不知为何, 我们谈到了草莓.

琬: "我最喜欢草莓了! 它既好吃又好看."
蓝: "eee...草莓. 恶心!"
琬: "干嘛那么讨厌草莓. 对它有偏见啊?"
蓝: "我觉得很肤浅"
琬: "怎么会?! 酸中有甜, 甜中带酸. 很肤浅吗?"
蓝: "反正我觉得很恶心."

这场争执最后的结论是:蓝的草莓是恶心的, 琬的草莓是好吃的.

~小琬紫

2006-07-03T23:39:00.000+08:00

" 我打电话来过,
(你)处在被整时的容颜如莲花的开落
……
……
……
我无心的玩笑是一个美丽的错误,
我不是很坏, 只是爱玩…"

Blog 终于做好了! 茵最棒!
但别太期待我写什么很很很私密的东西进去. 毕竟, 秘密是属于日记的, 不是布落阁.
不过, 我还是会写下我们的故事, 让它成为日后一段美丽的回忆…

Now, shall move on to something more light-hearted and puzzling. Yin has a weird way of classifying things. Whatever you eat during non-breakfast/lunch/dinner hours, she calls it biscuits. A 100% normal person would classify these under categories like chips snacks etc. but nope for yin. Her definition of biscuit is a whole variety of food ranging from chips to the real biscuits. Amazing how she survives till now. And therez something even more perplexing…how does she order fish&chips every time? Does she actually calls it fish & biscuits?
Judging from her past records, it’s possible.

~小琬紫

2006-07-03T18:25:00.000+08:00

* せ"んそらのはなかすみ*
- 漫天的花雾 -

7月3日，平凡的一天，本想就如此单调地将它过完。没想到三位竟如此有心，为我的生活添了一丝涟漪，也划破了我的生活原有的寂然。哈哈，就算是一场美丽的误会吧！我心中
真的真的真的无限的“感激”。或许生活真的需要这样的惊喜(惊吓比较恰当吧 :P)。

如今我才发现我的EQ真的不好。现在的我是多么诚实，多么轻信啊 ...... 你们的每一句话都深深"感动"了我，使我不禁流下一滴滴滚烫的泪。这样的惊喜一次就足够了，太多了我可能会麻木。当我麻木时，它就会失去它原有的意义(如果它有的话)。

琬.茵.舟 , 三位"辛苦"了，"多谢"了！三位演技不赖嘛！
琬, 虽说你不坏我不爱，但也别太坏了噢！嘿嘿 :D.com

~蓝格

2006-07-02T22:00:00.000+08:00

"To see a world in a grain of sand.
And a heaven in a wild flower.
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand.
And eternity in an hour"

    蓝的诗兴又大发了. 记得你第一次给我看你的诗是中三那年, 诗的名字是<<篮球爱面包>>. 已忘了这首诗说了些什么, 只觉得没有什么点. (我竟然还记得, 感动吧)

     去年考O时, 也有种空虚感, 于是也在考试时写了一首诗<<如果天上的星辰只出现一次>> (如果你还记得, 这是理解问答的篇章) 为什么我们总在考试时感到空虚呢?是因为突然看开了一切? 还是学累了?还是......?

     空虚...空虚...因空之所以虚, 是这样子的吗? 那么天空, 空气会很悲伤吧! 因悲伤才会起风, 因悲伤才会下雨, 我想这也算是一种解释.

茵曾说过, 如果我们其中一人离开了, 那会是件十分令人伤心的事. 所以, 我想为我们种下九十九朵花, 不管是什么花都好, 因为九十九朵的花语是: 友谊长存......

~小琬紫

2006-07-01T18:49:00.000+08:00

------女人花摇曳在红尘中
女人花随风轻轻摆动
若是你闻过了花香浓
别问我花儿是为谁红------

哟！这可是花季王朝建国以来的第一篇奏折。哈哈，其实也不过是一摊废话啦。在准备考试时，心中几度深感空虚，因此就随手写了这首诗。至于它到底算不算一首诗，我也不知道。随意啦......

(空虚) x3

空气中凝滞了一层静默
虚伪的数字在翻转
空白的记忆在嘲笑
虚幻尽是虚幻
空荡荡的杯中
虚假的一切在呐喊

空

虚

啊

--蓝格